I can’t bring myself to explain or excuse the bad luck and frustrations I’ve been having this year.
It’s like everything came crashing down. Slowly. Torturing me.
I need something and I don’t know what.
Everything. Just sucks.
My mind has been blank, surprisingly. It doesn’t talk to me anymore. It’s like something inside me has left.
I feel like I’ve been back on depression but has been avoiding it and excusing it with superficial events.
What. In the FUCK has happened to me.