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I can’t bring myself to explain or excuse the bad luck and frustrations I’ve been having this year.
It’s like everything came crashing down. Slowly. Torturing me.
I need something and I don’t know what.
Everything. Just sucks.

My mind has been blank, surprisingly. It doesn’t talk to me anymore. It’s like something inside me has left.

I feel like I’ve been back on depression but has been avoiding it and excusing it with superficial events.

What. In the FUCK has happened to me.
Tags: personal life
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Somedays, I wish I was beautiful.

Somedays, I wish I was beautiful.
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making peculiar decisions;

Making a large pot of soup at 4:30 A.M.
Cleaning out and switching my purse,
Picking out a set of clothes to wear for tomorrow,
Mopping up that stain on the kitchen floor,
Switching out bath products in my shower,
Organizing my crystals,
Washed the sinkful of dishes,
Pondering on whether or not to watch another episode of the walking dead…

or do that damn project.
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Super quick sketch of the night. Super emo. I needed some de-stressing after your words kept running through my mind all night… I can’t remember the last time I’ve picked up an art pencil to draw thou. Suddenly inspired. Even though it’s a sad feeling,… melancholy, really. But still, inspired. The last blossom has fallen, last bird has taken flight, I’m left alone, broken, & empty.

Super quick sketch of the night. Super emo.
I needed some de-stressing after your words kept running through my mind all night…
I can’t remember the last time I’ve picked up an art pencil to draw thou.
Suddenly inspired.
Even though it’s a sad feeling,… melancholy, really.
But still, inspired.

The last blossom has fallen,
last bird has taken flight,
I’m left alone,
broken, & empty.

If you are going to fall in love with me, …

If you are going to fall in love with me,

…

(Source: weheartit.com, via picsandquotes)
Tags: personal love if

forget you.forget you.forget.you…you..you. 

forget you.
forget you.
forget.
you…
you..
you. 

(via yanilavigne)

It’s bland and gloomy today, …what a sad cast of weather. However, it’s so fitting. It describe my feelings so perfectly. I’m trying so hard to eat my feelings away, so I won’t get a chance to mindlessly starve myself again. I’m not sure if I’m just love sick, but everything is so bland… The eggs are crispy but taste eggless… The avocado doesn’t taste like anything but its still creamy… The strawberries are not sweet but it’s juicy… I have no appetite. Like my food, I’m physically here, but I’m just not feeling it.

It’s bland and gloomy today,
…what a sad cast of weather.
However, it’s so fitting.
It describe my feelings so perfectly.

I’m trying so hard to eat my feelings away, so I won’t get a chance to mindlessly starve myself again.
I’m not sure if I’m just love sick, but everything is so bland…

The eggs are crispy but taste eggless…
The avocado doesn’t taste like anything but its still creamy…
The strawberries are not sweet but it’s juicy…

I have no appetite.
Like my food, I’m physically here, but I’m just not feeling it.
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It’s a hard feeling,

Unrequited love, that is.

Knowing that he, nor anyone will never love me back.
And I wonder why I was put into this earth for…

I have so much love to give…
But everyone has been taking so much for it.
And I feel like I’m running out.
I’ve turned so harsh and different.
And I feel so ugly.
Why.

Cheeky smirk. For I’ve escaped jail time today. I could have been in some… Serious trouble. “Criminal defense” he said. But you wouldn’t handcuff this girl,… Now would you?

Cheeky smirk. For I’ve escaped jail time today.
I could have been in some… Serious trouble.
“Criminal defense” he said.
But you wouldn’t handcuff this girl,… Now would you?
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Beautiful baby, I love you very much. You’re gorgeous. <3
that’s what you left on my phone a year ago, today.
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